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Great Disaster

by Frollein Smilla

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1.
wake up 03:28
if i will ever wake up again i'm gonna take the chance and leave if i will ever find someone to love again i'm gonna make sure that he will be seeing me cause i'm tired of trying a million years  i'm tired of dealing with your fears we surely could have been together we surely could have been so don't tell me i'm still very special to you the meaning of your words lost weight our time is over illusions fade whatever the dream was for us its too late
2.
it was a great disaster at the brink of insanity in my dreams i kept pushing you away and although it scared me it felt good to be true i felt strong cause i knew that i could count on you but you didn't find a way to keep me safe standing on my hands was the only solution losing all of you was my only way out even stones feel charming facing the cold hearted manner of my so-called family what ties me to them please tell me again louder and louder tell me what do we deserve all of these constructs that hold us together louder and louder tell me what do we deserve all of these constructs they look alike
3.
deep blue sea is taking me away but my thoughts they stay by your side in the night when im alone with the moon waves are telling me that i don't need any ground fading away no turnaround salty waters heals my wounds that's all i thought that's all you brought when you told me to trust and i tried but it's just that i knew what will come now you're gone now you're gone seeking out horizons still embraced by the wind shaken by life and calm inside the breezes bring salty sand into my eyes that's all i thought that's all you brought when you told me to trust and i tried but it's just that i knew what will come now you're gone now you're gone
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loyalty 05:41
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du warst schon immer lauter im verschweigen und deine worte schienen immer ohne trost verbogen kannst du mich nicht so gut leiden doch wenn ich gerade steh bin ich dir viel zu groß oh ich könnt kotzen wenn ich sehe wie du dich windest so bin ich halt – sagst du mit vollem mund könnt dich umarmen wenn ich seh was für ein kind du bist ich denk ich komm der sache langsam auf den grund wo hast du nur dein selbstbewusstsein her wir sind doch gleich und trotzdem weißt du's meistens besser wenn wir uns küssen gehen wir rückwärts ohne helm wenn wir uns meiden gibt es mehr als zwei verletzte deine art dich rar zu machen ist von gestern und mit worten umzugehen können alle lernen ich hab gedacht ich brauch noch zeit dich zu vergessen doch selbst im traum hast du dich weit von mir entfernt ich halt nicht viel von deiner abgeklärten art du findest mich zwar hübsch doch einfach zu behaart also lass uns einfach aufhören zu suchen wir könnten freunde sein und andere verfluchen
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interlude I 00:23
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kielhol'n 04:06
this moment felt like a strange man's arm holding my life because i couldn’t i wouldn’t even see the good things till u came along opened the window expecting snow but it wasn’t even cold i tell you dark thoughts corrupted my mind when you came along with a strong sense of what i need when i bleed for too long you drove through the desert and i closed my eyes but i saw you see me smiling you called the silence and i fell asleep the unknown makes me nervous i am scared the more i own saying goodbye to what i love leaving my hometown dusty red sand gusts of wind and you are not around and when i step ahead i find myself unbound little girl on the rail didn’t know how to fail looking straight into my eyes falling loads further along until i feel turned inside out the colder your heart the more i realized that i have been here the unknown makes me nervous i am scared the more i own saying goodbye to what i love leaving my hometown dusty red sand gusts of wind and you are not around and when i step ahead i find myself unbound
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interlude II 00:52
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la vuelta 04:10
soy la vuelta en tu camino porque ese es mi rumbo es una historia profunda no quiero irme sin perderme siempre que te odio es con todo mi amor yo no soy alucinante pero quiero toda la belleza todo lo que merecía yo no soy alucinante pero quiero toda la belleza todo lo que merecía no voy a atender tus heridas tengo suficiente con las mías te sientes envuelto por mí pero tu no dormirás adentro la vida nunca fue lo que parecía con el viento ya se evapora
10.
longing 04:08
nothing has rhymed since some days am i cheating just on my life again drifting on these well known currents little temptations remind me of some some longings i forbid longings i never had just longings i have to admit i hide from myself but i feel them pull these tender strings of my heart what holds all these strings together so we dont fall apart no we won't fall apart how much ambivalence can you afford how much can you let go while we still hold on let me hold your head my love let me count your thoughts let me hold my breath again to hear the chords of my heart cause i feel them pull these tender strings of my heart what holds all these strings together so we don't fall apart no we won't fall apart no we won't fall apart while we still fall apart
11.
context 05:25
he sat at the table waiting for his coffee it would take some time longer so he got a little edgy he tried to stay calm but he was clearly upset started screaming at the waitress things he’ll surely regret we could condemn him for this but we cant be sure that he wasn’t a tortured waiter before i saw this young lady pass by a flower shop she was hustling all day trying to find a new job when she saw those indoor plants that stood in her way she reached out with her foot and knocked over all bouquets we could judge her for this but we can’t be sure that she wasn’t a tortured flower before once i went for a walk when he came 'round the corner complimenting my ass i still tried to ignore him when he came very close and i told him to leave he said girl you don’t get it cause i know what you need you can easily justify any offending the context will prove there was no bad intention as he came even closer i felt his hand on my neck sneaky trash hidden heroes no chance to escape so i lowered my eyes and remained with a smile he was probably drunk and had no love as a child if your past made you suffer don't put it all on yourself you could just pass it on to somebody else
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island 02:25
tiptoeing on an ice cube holding on to non-existent grounds trapped inside a loop cutting us with plastic hands on money that's not ours there's nothing left on this island and yet we sing along to the lullabies of safety of safety we should stop wasting our time speak our mind stop discussing what is yours and what is mine and if we fight we can still turn the tide we're not the victims of our time mountains full of waste let's meditate the pain away eyes closed hands bound mouth tight if we deny it we don't need to fight it there's nothing left on this island and yet we sing along to the lullabies of safety of safety we should stop wasting our time speak our mind stop discussing what is yours and what is mine and if we fight we can still turn the tide we're not the victims of our time
14.
you keep moving on without a destination giant steps that won’t take you anywhere you impress me with big words but you don’t put 'em into action all songs you were supposed to play those helpful words you’re gonna say your ideals you never realized and so you quit asking why you’re just too heavy to fly now all the walls have fallen and I am like an open book your absence gave us doubts but your silence makes me loud all books you said you wanted to read every success you were supposed to achieve your ideals you never realized and so you quit asking why you’re just too heavy to fly now all the walls have fallen and I am like an open book your absence gave us doubts but your silence makes me loud
15.
why should i write a song 'bout you what could it tell the world what picture could it be so untrue that no one feels disturbed i couldn't love you couldn't see if no one tried to get the key society made us enemies i couldn't love you couldn't see if no one tried to get the key we found it out together so now you ask me what i think and and i pretend to dance while you were growing i used to shrink we clearly lost our chance we couldn't love we couldn't see if no one tried to get the key society made us enemies i couldn't love you couldn't see if no one tried to get the key we found it out together back then we made us feel so safe creating words and definitions while we were building walls and cages we slowly made it superficial

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released December 3, 2021

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Frollein Smilla Berlin, Germany

Alternative Pop,
irgendwo zwischen Cat Empire, Antilopengang und Sophie Hunger.
Rotzfrech punkig, ansteckend funky, ehrlich fragil. Female Lead, Piano, Synths, Gitarren, Drums, Brass section, Backingvocals.
Deutsch, englisch und spanische Texte...
...FROLLEIN SMILLA ist vorlaut, liebevoll,
poetisch politisch bis dark zynisch,
extravagant, mitreißend, manchmal verträumt, definitiv tanzbar.
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